Program Felipe
starting...
root Foi adicionado um novo rapazinho aqui nesse blog. O cara é um amigo meu do canal #sigurros na Brasnet e seu nome é André (Deco). Espero que gostem do que ele irá andar escrevendo por aqui (acredito que ele nao vá escrever muito, porém, pois ele tem outro blog muito bom por sinal
airstrike.)
root Meu dia hoje foi absolutamente normal e apesar de minha tristeza, ando conseguindo levar a vida. Amanhã vou viajar com Edward (
Ensabahnur) até São Paulo para ver a formula 1. Vai ser muito maneiro.
root Mais uma. Peguei o disco novo do radiohead ontem a noite, na internet. Está... ABSURDO. Ouçam. É uma ordem.
Root Song - Radiohead - 2 + 2 = 5
oi ;) agora eu escrevo aqui também :D
mais tarde eu posto algo mais relevante, prometo! :D abraços..
English
Evanescence... what a sad word...
Today i'll only write in english. It's been a while since i last wrote for "everyone" so i guess it's about time i share with the world what i'm thinkin' right now. Or not.
I'm here listening to Norah Jones again. I'm getting all her songs in the net and they're great. She makes me feel at ease, confortable... I guess that i'm not getting way too depressed 'cause of her songs, that're smooth and calm. It's not those cry's from help that i usually listen to (sorry, but i can't listen to radiohead in this mood). I'm feeling so down that everything that i'm living right now, including my college, my friends, my drawings, my songs, seems meaningless. And i guess i've never questioned much in the blog (although in the "real life" i do that a lot). So... i guess this blog will be certanly for my questions. I know you'll guys will find this post kinda retorical, but i don't care. And i bet someone out there feels the same way that i'm feeling now. I know it's very lame to think this way (maybe i'm not a good person?) but it's reconforting me right now.
So... first of all: this is the first time i'm vomiting feelings in english in a textual way. Never done that before and it's being fun. At least i can create a diversion for meself - try to think a little bit more about something else other than my depression.
But come on: why'd this depression came anyway? It was non-requested. I've never asked for it. But's still here, acking my heart and my head. That emptyness... How can i live with it? I've been living alone for a very long time and it's finally getting to me. Well. I think i wanted it somehow. But did i really? What i'm really depressed for? What's this feelings all about? I'm not in love with anyone, and that kinda feeling usually comes with love (also why i deslike that feeling...). So. This probably has to do with my long vacations - studens usually get laxt on summer hollidays. But is this it? No, surely not.
You see, i guess that all these questions are getting nowhere. I want to say that i'm sad but i have a sollution - but i don't. That's how i'm feeling - sad.
By the way, i guess it's a very pure feeling. At least i'm not damagin' anyone. Or am i?
That's enough.
LandStalker.
